you are 163 days old on the date of this note your father and i are pnng to give this to you when you are seven， you can read on your own with fewer probles but you see，i’ve already bought this book and started iagg the day，jt like how we look forwards to(while al nervo about)every sta of your life if you’re readg this on your seventh birthday，or aybe a few years ter(dependg on how ick you learn)，you should know that your o is writg this，bearg d what i would like the seven-year-old yself to hear and hold for the years to e and i trt you to be a cleverer boy than i ever was
childhood has been distant for ，y baby boy it is thg that you are cky to be right now what’s ore wonderful is that you still have a long way to go i know you will on start feelg the ur to grow up，as i did when i was at your a but if there is one thg that i would tell the little girl i once was，it would be to cherish everythg you have as a child，alongside all your iagations your o，no atter how borg i look nowadays，ed to y on the grass，stare at the clouds，and thk about the nversations held beeen those white dogs and horses all the ti if you want to share news about your toys，or aybe the friends that no one else can see，i want you to know that i’ always here to listen
the stories that you have read far，they don’t jt e the shapes of lourful ias of urse，there are dancg dolls，sgg flowers and chatty ducks，fairies the woods and scary evils that will probably give you nightares(do e to when you can’t sleep，ok? but only when you really can’t) as you would have known by now，there are al horrible thgs that happen stories there are bad guys and even people dyg tis，jt like how life will unravel front of you
how do i describe life，y beloved boy? i do not for one send assu that a boy senses the stranness of the world less than adults do fact，i thk that we grown-ups tis see less of the world becae we have aepted it jt a little bit too uch，hence ceasg to see how origal it can be w
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